wow guess whose grounded
see you in a few days
I’m starting to shy away from people a lot so I need to find something to do to keep me from just sleeping all the time.
I need fanfic recs.
I want some good tragic romances and smut fics.
I don’t„„,know anyone in West Virginia„,school has been in session for like 5 weeks and I don’t really know anyone.„„„„
I wish I knew how to make it stop tbh. It’s really troublesome and tiring. Like I wanna be happy and stuff but then I like??????????? Don’t wanna like….do anything idfk it’s really hard to explain in like words that make sense ugh
THAT ONE CHARACTER FROM NEON GENESIS EVANGELION WITH HE WHITE HAIR LEGITIMATELY CREEPS ME OUT EVERY TIME I SEE HIM ON MY DASH LIKE EVERY EXPRESSION HE HAS SEEMS SO INTIMATE GET BACK MOTHERFUCKER YOU DON’T KNOW ME LIKE THAT
Just click play
For a while my parents had me convinced that maybe depression isn’t an illness and I was just making it up and WANTING to be miserable
But then like the more and more I try to like do stuff??? I’m not reacting like how I should??? And I think it’s more than being just a bit sleepy. And yknow tbh I thought like oh maybe it’s gone away finally but no??? This is like the worst I’ve experienced it in a long time and that worries me
On a more serious note, I am starting to worry a little bit about myself. You know when things just seem sorta off???
Yeah„,for the past like 6 days I’ve been feeling so like lethargic and unmotivated and it’s hard to get me to crack a genuine smile, even in public?? And that’s especially weird because I tend to smile a lot in public because I don’t want people to really like know how much of a mess I am sometimes??